I had thought that by twenty-two I would have at least some of my ____ together but that was a fairytale dream. I wonder if there’s other people out there like me, there probably are, but what I see around me everyday is brave people my age who actually know what they want to do or at least try, and actually seize any opportunity that comes across their way— and there’s me, so young but yet getting older, no real dreams or aspirations — except the want to be rich— I keep wondering “how do y’all do it”. There probably isn’t any special cheat code to life but I wish there were, it would make my life a lot more comfortable and I know everyone says it’s not supposed to be a bed of roses but good god i just want it to be, seeing how I never signed up for it to begin with.
To anyone who relates to this, I hope to god that we will fit into something or make our own space that makes sense to us. Till then.
confused youth 